Category Archives: Jane Helen’s life

Speechless…

Posted on 26. April 2019 by Jane Helen

I wonder why I leave people speechless after disclosing my past? Often people just stop talking and withdraw. Does it become too much? Is it too discomforting? It make it hard to make friends when it happens too often. I … Continue reading →

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Kill or be killed…

Posted on 20. March 2019 by Jane Helen

That is the question. After conversation with my therapist today I just wonder. As we spoke about the abuser. He asked me why I haven’t considered doing that after all the awful things he had done to me. It isn’t … Continue reading →

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New Therapist

Posted on 10. March 2019 by Jane Helen

I have started new treatment with new therapist. It is a male therapist once again. I think we get along well even though only had two appointments so far. I still struggle with my mind and stressful thoughts like a … Continue reading →

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Another year

Posted on 9. January 2019 by Jane Helen

Happy new year to my readers and followers 🙂 Another year gone and another new years have passed by. I soon turn a year older, but as you know I don’t mark that day before in June. It is snowy … Continue reading →

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The Future – I Survived

Posted on 29. August 2018 by Jane Helen

The future is here it is now. I used to tell myself that the future will be better. The abuse would stopped, he wouldn’t be around me or near me to harm me anymore. He still is out there, but … Continue reading →

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Getting better…

Posted on 13. July 2018 by Jane Helen

The small daily things that I used to react to with a freeze in my body. White T-shirts like a scary ghost. I couldn’t stand people wearing white T-shirts. That meant everyone, young and old ones. I sat on the … Continue reading →

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New Place To Stay

Posted on 7. June 2018 by Jane Helen

I am still alive and doing better than some months ago. I have gotten mental help. Mostly help to self help. Only I can change me, but by guidance from people around me my mindset get changed. I turn into … Continue reading →

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Jane Helen

Posted on 24. March 2018 by Jane Helen

I applied Wednesday evening and by Friday my name was officially changed to Jane Helen 😀 ❤ I didn’t know it would go so fast, but am real happy it went through fast and smooth 😀 So no more hick … Continue reading →

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Lost Like A “A Beautiful Mind” …

Posted on 12. March 2018 by Jane Helen

This is my Lost Map… Anyone out there who understands me or how much of this is real and where does it ever going to leave me? I have to make One right choice for the World Peace… My life … Continue reading →

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Today I don’t like my damaged mind at all…

Posted on 14. February 2018 by Jane Helen

 Thoughts run like a fast train … Dreams and reality crashes together… It’s gonna take time… Edit

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